Living your full-blown divinity cannot happen without the active participation of all aspects of you. There may be powerful aspects of you that want to meet and merge with the divine, and yet, there may be aspects that want to pull you back. Take the time to sit and speak with these aspects and know what they are saying and wanting.
It may seem that there is discordance in what different aspects of you want, but eventually they all want the same thing. The practice of sitting with all parts of you without judgement, in an open, listening and receiving way will enable you to bring the entire system into one resonance. This is what is most required of you at this time. Can you sit with all aspects of yourself with kindness, love and respect. Can you open yourself fully even to the ones that you are fearful of, as they may be saying something very very different from what you want. But that is also you.
It may be holding the key to the entire design.